oh the lonliness

so i'm going yet another night without sleep, solely so i don't miss the one and only college course i have right now. i'm going to be running off caffeine until the weekend. but it has been brought to my attention that i actually have homework for my class that i didn't know about. i'll do it in the actual morning when i have some coffee in my system.

i feel completely lame right now. i got this crazy headache that won't go away and i can't even explain where it's from. not to mention, aya's philosophical words make it worse. hah. she brought something up to my attention that i've never thought about before so i don't really know where to go with that. 

i'm kind of ashamed of myself. i lost my dad's dogtag. well... i didn't really lose it. i know the last place i had it. i just can't remember if i brought it back to san diego with me. but i want to know that it's safe. when i was back in omaha, i put it in one of my gloves. it was so i knew where it was and could keep track of it. when i was going through my luggage today (yes, i'm aware of how long i've been in san diego) i didn't see my gloves and i couldn't find the dogtag anywhere in the suitcase. i'm hoping i left both pairs of gloves in omaha instead of the pair i keep in my coat pocket.

my head is killing me and if i go to bed right now, i can get about three hours of sleep. i'm out.